today i should be 39 weeks, and i was hoping for an induction today.... clearly that isn't going to happen. i am over-the-moon happy to have graham safe and sound, but a small part of me is disappointed that i had him a little early.
i loved being pregnant. especially since this was my last pregnancy, i tried to really enjoy every moment of it. of course i know that the most important thing about a pregnancy, is to bring home a healthy baby at the end. so maybe disappointed isn't the right word, but you know what i'm saying... right?
i guess now that we are settling in to our new routine of a family of six, it has finally set in that never again will we experience a pregnancy. the fun of trying... the excitement of learning that you are pregnant... waiting for your belly to grow... sharing your news... feeling the first kicks. i'll miss it all.
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I know what you mean. I think it's melancholy. I love my boys and wouldn't change a thing, but I always get a little longy for what might have been.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly what you are saying! This brought tears to me.
ReplyDeleteHugs! I'm so happy that Graham is here safe and sound, and I totally know what you mean.
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