tomorrow is the 5 year anniversary of my brother's death. i hate july 22... hate, hate, hate!!!! i hate when i see it on the calendar, and i even hate when the clock says 7:22. i also hate that it is my sil's b-day that day.
i really wish i was in a place where i could look back at my brother's life and remember all the fun things, and the laughs. but i can't. instead i relive the day over and over again. i wish july 22nd wasn't about his death, but about his life. i have no idea if i will ever get to that point, but all i know is for now i am not there.
today i just feel broken!
here is a picture of Richie with Carter when he was a newborn. i love this picture...
I'm so sorry Shannon. I sent you a note on FB yesterday. I have been thinking about you this week. Hope you get through tomorrow give your kids some extra hugs.
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Oh, Shannon, I'm so sorry for you. It is so terrible for you to have to bear the loss of your brother. I hope your back feels better.
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Hugs Shannon. I know a little bit about how hard this is for you. I feel the same way about 1/06. Hugs. I'm praying for you.
ReplyDeleteOh hun, I'm so sorry. Sorry about your back but really sorry about the emotions this day brings. I wish I could be there to hug you. MJ
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